Saturday, November 22, 2008

the road to nothingness is a long one...

...Filled with trials and tribulations. Trial and error. Ups and downs. Mistakes, mishaps, and misunderstandings. The question is: how do you know that how you feel is really how you feel? You want this because you cannot have it. You break your neck to get within reach of your prized goal. You do any and everything in order to achieve the victory of your hearts content. Then when you get it, you are bored with it. You want it no more. Why is that? Why is it that we want what we cannot have and then when we receive it, it bores us? I do not know the answer to that question at all, mainly because I am its biggest endorser and its biggest victim. I am your enemy. I am your friend. Fight me and love me at the same time. I am confidence and self-loathe. I am what you want, what you cannot have, and what you waste. I am human. I feel. I breathe. I love, hate, laugh and cry. Never come to me for the answer. Come to me so that I may walk with you on the path to find it. I may not be the best person on the planet, but a friend I am indeed.

Babbling off while watching The Matrix Trilogy. So lame, Jay is. That was Yoda talk, btw.

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