women and Jay

I will never hate women, although at times it seems like we can never totally see eye to eye. 'I will never truly understand women', is the biggest understatement that I may possibly ever make. Not only will I never understand THEM but I may never really understand MYSELF. Allow me to elaborate before I face the judicial branches of your heart. With a woman that is not really the pearl of my eye, I think almost technologically. Processing possibility after possibility till I reach the one that would boost my stock the highest. I was too cerebral in my strategies, which caused me to lose interest almost as suddenly as I found it. Then there are the women that actually make me think. Not process, but think. They may seem like the same, but let me assure you that they are very different in this aspect. The difference is the 'try' factor. I actually TRY to make a good impression. I try so hard that I end up failing miserably. The chain is always irreversible. A domino effect of mishap after mishap leads to the Jay Stock to plummet faster than the status of our economy at this present moment in time. My solution to this problem: stop getting close to women. Period. The sole exception: mommy. That is it. Why pay attention to a gender that barely recognizes my existence? It may seem like I am being ultra-pessimistic, but believe me, I am not built to date. I thought that I was, but the female gender has proved otherwise. Through trial and error, I have come to realize that I just need to quit. The dreams of sharing a future with an equal counterpart has dissipated. No one visits my blog, so I have no worries about whomever this may affect. Bottom line is, simply, I Quit. White flag raised. I surrender. You win. That IS what you wanted, right?







P.S.- how was my writing in this piece? Good, bad, mediocre? Whatever.